I Will Miss Her Like Forever
Swimming really played a big role in my life since then. If you think it’s easy to let go just like snapping a finger, well NO you’re wrong, you all don’t even know how I felt when I left the team, but even though it’s like that I don’t even regret a single thing in leaving the team. Oh well too much for it, I think I must go with my story.
Way back 2009 I always compete in swimming, and also by swimming I get to know the ups and downs of life! Yes it’s the start, that time I usually don’t win I always go 2nd or even one of the lasts:))) And also way back 2009 of my swimming career I met this girl, and we partly became close because of swimming, where both of us can relate(because we both stopped!haha!). And she always say that she’s our fangirl(but NO SHE’S NOT BECAUSE SHE’S NOT A FAN I THINK SHE’S ONE OF THE GREATEST SWIMMERS I MET!). And now here’s one of our weird conversations.
Yes it’s her, Ceriz, I know it’s time for me to let go, but it’s hard. Since last Sunday I was thinking of her and also before browsing my timeline(on Facebook) I watched the video that I made for her, and after that I saw this conversation of ours. Christmas is near I know I need to be happy for her, but you know it’s hard because as it goes I can still feel her(I mean physically, it’s like she’s still alive). Okay too much for drama, I think right now I just need to be happy because she’s already with God. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CERIZ!(even though it gets harder everyday)
Sweet 16 of Our Angel & Princess
Yesterday was a blast!!! It’s the birthday of our Princess Ceriz, and now our Angel Ceriz too! So we celebrated her Sweet 16 at the 4th floor of the HS building, and it is where we spent our 3rd year days:)
Well first we had a mass for her, actually ninenerbyos ako that time, because her aunt was there and also her grandfather was there. I know they will cry again, and one thing that I learned from a friend that Ceriz’s boyfriend, Leo, doesn’t want my video for one reason, because he always cry because of how it is made, plus its very sad music.
Anyway now let’s get down to the main party! First stop is they gave our ARC/cards, well my Physics sucks! But anyway whatever:)
Want drinks? :)))))))))))))))
So yes after the distribution of cards we ate, and super daming food!
Then after the 1 hour break, sad to say the performers did not get the chance to perform because we lack time, and we still have classes! But anyway they just took photos with the photos of Ceriz, well we can really feel that she’s there smiling with us :)
The cute cake of Ceriz!!! :)
The first “Happy Birthday song!”
Actually the first birthday song is not the real, for us it’s just a practice. Then we saw the party poppers, so we decided to sing again the birthday song, actually not just 1, but 16 birthday songs for Ceriz! This photo is the final birthday song and after that the party poppers must pop, so in the end…
We failed to use it, that is why Pauline and Rahj just destroyed it so that we will have our confetti. And during that time SOBRANG INGAY NAMIN! As in super!
The icing people! Actually the photo of Ceriz has an icing too!
I’ll leave you all with this.
Ceriz is like a wind we can’t see her, but sure we can feel her. (true quote from A Walk to Remember) I miss you so much Ceriz! I love you and see you soon, let’s continue to pray for her family:) God bless us all!
Sunday Blog 05 & 06
Last week is a very painful week, a very sad week, because one of my batchmates/friends died, and will totally sleep forever. But even though it is like that I really thank God for letting us know Ceriz. And of course we need to be happy for her because she’s now with God, and of course let us pray for her family.
By the way today is the monthsary of Leo and Ceriz greet them! And one more thing before I move on to a lot of other topics, she visited me in my dream last night and she said… “Eena papicture!” after it when she is about to enter the door she said “Eena always smile.” :) I LOVE YOU CERIZ!
I know it is hard to move on, but still we have to. :) Let us be strong like her. So right now I’ll move to another topic. First is the vanity of my classmates, I can say that if they ask me to describe one thing about my section, I’ll say THEY’RE VAIN. HAHA!
First photo is all about some of the boys of ANATOMY + BOB from Eco, such an extra!
With some of our teachers haha!
Next topic is all about some colleges that went to our school! Yes it is our Career Week last week, and I totally learned and realized a lot of stuff! We all know that I will take Art Management, and before I’m just planning to study in ADMU and/or UP, but after the Universities and Colleges talk last Wednesday, I knew that CSB(College of Saint Benilde) also offers the same course that I want, so another school is added to my list, and right now I’m really planning to have scholarship in every school that I’ll have my entrance exam!
These are some of the freebies that I got! Actually there are a lot more, but maybe I will not post it na:))
So that’s it, have a great coming week everyone! I’ll leave you with this photos, and line from Ceriz’ aunt.
"Kapag naisip niyo uli si Paula, sana maalala niyo siya na siya yung tao na laging may ngiti sa labi at sobrang lakas humalakhak." I’ll miss you forever Ceriz, see you soon!
RIP CERIZ REY
Ceriz is like a flower, a flower that blooms that dances and smiles, and like a flower she also died in one snap, but the beauty remains and it is forever.
Last Friday I even took a photo of her with her friends, and as always she smiles. Sorry if I can’t express myself well I know we’re not that close, but you know how to feel if a person really became a part of your life. :)
I can’t believe that I’m saying this because up until now I can’t believe that you’re gone. But I know you will help us move and grow, and don’t worry we will be always happy for you and I know all of us will see each other again soon! WE LOVE YOU CERIZ! KEEP DANCING AND SMILING IN HEAVEN WE WILL MISS YOU ALWAYS! :) Thank you God for everything!